
Popped into BACKWARDS IN HIGH HEELS AT www.taniakinderlsey.blogspot.com where she had put up a post about a little fledgling that had fallen out of the nest in her garden. It reminded me of an experience I had with little fledglings here in my garden.
It was Spring and there was a nest just outside my kitchen window (in quite a large pot plant). These little birds had been in the nest for what seemed like weeks and weeks. One day while I was washing the dishes, a butcher bird; you can imagine what kind of bird this is by its name came a-knockin' at the door to say "Hi!" to the wee babies. Mama and Papa were hysterical and I joined in by running outside and waving my tea-towel around. Everything settled down but I was so neurotic about big bird coming back, I had to leave the house and sit outside to protect this little home.
While I was sitting there reading my book, I occasionally looked up to see Mama and Papa swooping in and out with little morsels for their babies. Swoosh! They went back and forth, sometimes landing on the fairy lights which were strung across the patio. Time passed when I realized that everything had gone very, very quiet. I fetched the ladders, climbed up and peered into the nest. Yup, they were all gone. Couldn't believe it - while I was sitting there reading a whole flittin' had taken place.
I wrote a poem:
On Seeing the Nest Empty on 30 September 2004 (I had been reading some Wordsworth and was quite taken with some of the titles he gave his poems!)
I never saw you all
Up there out of reach.
On my toes I tried.
Ladders to peer by another
To see survival in your song.
Back and forward you came
Love swooping joyfully in flights of yellow through the
morning and afternoon light.
Ecstatic as you swung like acrobats on reminders of past celebrations.
Today, all is quiet and
there is a sadness in your absence.
Leaves quiver only in the breeze now.
As I write and watch, the little owls come to inspect.
They too feel the emptiness; the desertion.
In December, a new celebration will bring light to your existence
And I will remember the days of Spring.